I do not miss you

I long for you

But I don’t want you

In this little book I write my thoughts

Each sentence contradicting the first

Each idea the same as the last

I can’t get my thoughts straight

It’s been so long

Not nearly long enough

I’m remembering me

Finding who I was, am and will be

Take me back to before you

To before who I am

Let me melt back to the past

Try again

New life

New love

New dreams

New ideals

I’m becoming myself
When I’m somebody else